Gilmore girls and tears during history class

As one of my best friends said "I pms even when I'm not pmsing" lol.
So this morning during History I randomly just started crying. Thankfully my History class is only my mom and brothers. I was not really sure why or what was happening...sure, I had a few reasons to cry, but I couldn't figure out which one was bring the tears. I took a hot bath and drank some hot tea. My legs hurt so freakin much from dance. As I sat in the bath tub and enjoyed the smell of the bubles-I decided I was not going to let myself be sad anymore. Yes, I have to cry sometimes, but I can't let every little thing get me down. I've got to live my life. I'm the girl everybody tells "you are always laughing and you always seem so happy" I don't know who this sad person is thats been trying to take over my life, but I'm through with that person.

Gilmore girls. Oh, I love this show. Not only is it very very funny and a good show to watch no matter what mood you're in, but also its great to know there are people out there that are just as stupid and stupid..er than you. lol. But there are also good things to learn from the show...even though it is only a tv show and half the show is them making bad choices and sleeping around with whatever guy is in there life at the moment. [don't worry, I know right where the skip button is, and I use it :)]In the first season Rory and her first boy friend Dean break up. She gets a box and puts all the stuff he gave her and all the stuff that reminds her of him in it. Now, I've never had a boy friend, and I've never been through a break up, but whatever I'm going through is kinda close. I didn't have a box, but I found a American Eagle bag (which is really ironic, if you knew him you would understand lol) and I put everything he gave me in it, and put it on the top shelf of my closet. Now, I have not even talked to him for over a week, and I know that doesn't seem very long, but it seems like forever to me. But all this time a part really has me thinking and the things my mother tells me about boys is making sense now. So I'm not really sure when I'll talk to him again or what I'll say when I do, but I'm gonna play it by ear and go with the flow, and be me. I LOVE LIFE! AND I LOVE MY FRIENDS! AND I"M SOOOOOOOO BLESSED!

-Faith