my never ending crazy busy life

I have a pimple between my eyes and it won't go away. I'm gone every day pretty much all day long. I'm happy if I go two days without crying. Most of the time I don't actually have a reason...i'm just so tired that that I don't even have enough energy to sleep so I cry instead. My days seem to long that I don't even know if I'll make it or not...but my weeks go by so fast that its overwhelming. Like I can't believe tomorrow is Wednesday already?!? I'm happy. My life is great. I'm so blessed. It's just that everything is so busy, I'm gone all the time, and I can't remember that last time that I wasn't tired. It doesn't help that everyone around me is falling apart. I feel like every day, every where I go, I am the shoulder to cry on. And it gets hard...because I need a shoulder to cry on too. And I know I'm selfish. But I feel like I try so hard to be there for my friends...but when I need them they have nothing left to give me. Now I get it because everyone feels the same way. Everyone feels like they have nothing left to give. Everyone is tired, busy, and hurting in some way right now. But can I just say...THANK GOD FOR THE SCROGGIN GIRLS!? :) They are amazing. Over all I'm doing great. I'm learning so much about God and His grace in my life. Its just that these days are hard and all I can do is hang on one day at a time.

-Faith

I love chocolate and naps...

I'm happy, and i've been happy the last few days. Like annoyingly happy. haha. Life hasn't stopped...I'm still getting hit every day with something new, but I guess the Lord is keeping me strong for the time being. My life is really confusing...or at least I confuse myself or it confusing me. Sometimes I wonder why I never open up to people...I mean sometimes I make stuff up to tell them when they ask just so I won't have to tell them what I'm actually feeling or going through. And then one of my friends...he sees through everything but my heart. That thing beating inside of me thats stops sometimes, but just for a second. And I'm sorry...but I like to be dramatic in my writings. I wonder what makes the things go through my head and what makes my heart feel the way it does and why I do the things I do. This is where is gets confusing. Because they all are so different. I just realized that I broke the same promise two this week. Crap. I need to go to bed. lol. Goodnight!

happy girly music!!!

I've been listening to happy girly music again! not the sad depressing breakup music!! isn't that exciting?!