Tuesday, February 24, 2009

my never ending crazy busy life

I have a pimple between my eyes and it won't go away. I'm gone every day pretty much all day long. I'm happy if I go two days without crying. Most of the time I don't actually have a reason...i'm just so tired that that I don't even have enough energy to sleep so I cry instead. My days seem to long that I don't even know if I'll make it or not...but my weeks go by so fast that its overwhelming. Like I can't believe tomorrow is Wednesday already?!? I'm happy. My life is great. I'm so blessed. It's just that everything is so busy, I'm gone all the time, and I can't remember that last time that I wasn't tired. It doesn't help that everyone around me is falling apart. I feel like every day, every where I go, I am the shoulder to cry on. And it gets hard...because I need a shoulder to cry on too. And I know I'm selfish. But I feel like I try so hard to be there for my friends...but when I need them they have nothing left to give me. Now I get it because everyone feels the same way. Everyone feels like they have nothing left to give. Everyone is tired, busy, and hurting in some way right now. But can I just say...THANK GOD FOR THE SCROGGIN GIRLS!? :) They are amazing. Over all I'm doing great. I'm learning so much about God and His grace in my life. Its just that these days are hard and all I can do is hang on one day at a time.

-Faith

1 comment:

Unknown said...

I THANK GOD FOR THE BROWN GIRL!!!!! :)