I love chocolate and naps...

I'm happy, and i've been happy the last few days. Like annoyingly happy. haha. Life hasn't stopped...I'm still getting hit every day with something new, but I guess the Lord is keeping me strong for the time being. My life is really confusing...or at least I confuse myself or it confusing me. Sometimes I wonder why I never open up to people...I mean sometimes I make stuff up to tell them when they ask just so I won't have to tell them what I'm actually feeling or going through. And then one of my friends...he sees through everything but my heart. That thing beating inside of me thats stops sometimes, but just for a second. And I'm sorry...but I like to be dramatic in my writings. I wonder what makes the things go through my head and what makes my heart feel the way it does and why I do the things I do. This is where is gets confusing. Because they all are so different. I just realized that I broke the same promise two this week. Crap. I need to go to bed. lol. Goodnight!