Another poem

Few know about this blog...simply for the reason I write really personal stuff I don't want to share with just anyone. Actually I wouldn't mind sharing everything I write with the world, but I'm a little scared of rejection I guess, or I decide they wouldn't want to read it anyways. So this is for the few people that I truely trust,
here is a look inside my heart.

Nov. - 3- 08


I’m longing for a hug,
Yet yelling “please do not touch me”
I want everyone to just leave me alone,
Yet I hate being alone with every fiber in my being,
I can’t figure out how I got here,
But I’ve realized looking is not seeing,
I’d like someone to come,
But I could not bear to see them leaving,

Please, won’t someone push through?
Don’t listen to me,
I’m just confused,

Some of this seems familiar,
Like I’ve been here before,
But I still don’t know how to handle it,
Or if I should even bother walking out that door,

I have so much to say,
But I cannot get the words to come,
I try, and mess it up,
But in my heart I came in love,

I’m speaking,
I’m getting loud,
Yet no one ever hears me,
It’s like I stopped breathing,
Can you hear my heart pound?
Another thing just hit me,

Everything thing around me maybe falling down,
But I stand strong on this solid ground,

-Faith <3