so i'm sick and on meds so part of me feels high, but here are some thoughts i've been thinking about....
its funny how I feel so awful and i'm sick and yet the Lord gives me the abilty to still be thankful. Thats ALL Him...of course I couldn't do it on my own.
I really don't understand how people can actually read the bible...understand what it says...and believe that they "choose" God. I mean not only does that make God so much smaller than He really is...it just doesn't fit into what the bible says. Now i'm wrong about a lot of things, and I'll be the first to admit it. But I just don't understand it. I know it doesn't matter THAT much, but I just wish everyone could realize how big God really is.
I'm so so so excited about going to prom with Ben Birdwell. I can't even believe he asked me, but I know it'll be a ton of fun. I've never not had fun with him. People keep asking me if I "like" him though...I really don't know. I mean its kinda hard to like someone when I'm trying to get over another guy. That really sucks though. But why do I have to like or not like him?
I really don't understand myself or how I feel, but what it all really comes down to is...I know that I'm here to serve and to be like Christ and that He has a purpose for all my...weirdness.
haha
I don't know why but I'm a total night person...like I always go to bed late, and I would sleep in every day if I could. But when I can't ...after awhile...I have to have a night where I can go to bed at like 9. haha
i'm a very very very random person.
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i totally agree with you about someone thinking that they can "choose" God...i've been thinking about it myself lately because i have a friend who believes that. i just can't understand where they get it from! the bible is so clear.
love ya! :)
thats how i feel too!
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