I start to wonder if I should read more into my dreams, or if I should realize that my mind is just messing with me. Either way, I think I like day dreams better.
I know that it must seem like I talk about boys a whole lot, but since there are only a few girls that read this...its really the only time I can talk about boys. I'm really not boy crazy. I promise. Infact, thats one of the things on the "why Faith is weird" list. (Yes, there is such a thing. I'm not even kidding)
But what it all comes down to is; I don't understand them and they get on my nerves. haha. I mean even some of my best guy friends puzzel me. But I guess you have to love them anyways ;)
The list of engaged people at my church keeps growing. Its only Jan. and I know 5 couples getting married this year. haha. Its very exciting, but a little overwhelming. I mean although I couldn't be happier for my friends and that they finally got their "love story" and that they have great guys that ALMOST deserve them...I can't help think about how things will be so much different now. And I know thats just my selfishness trying to ruin things like it does best, but all of these engagement's don't help me fight for patients. And they even make me feel like I'm losing something. Now don't get me wrong. I'm very excited and I'm even going to be singing at Emily's, and I knew that these days would come...where all my best friends would marry their boy friends and start a family. I just didn't realize it would happen so soon and all of them at once. haha.
And what this post all comes down to is...I started today, and so everything is a big pmsing deal. Don't you just love it?
-Faith :D
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